Post by Kakari Imaedegawa on Apr 13, 2006 15:35:30 GMT -5
[glow=silver,2,500]My Final Act
Eyes follow their movements
Day in and day out, it's all she can see,
She staggers in that white room, no improvements,
The white walls draining what she used to be,
The remnants of her sanity.
She lies alone, whispering words they don't hear,
Whispering her pain and her sorrow,
The looks that tell her she's crazy, instill fear,
While she feels she has no hope to see tomorrow.
The peals of innocent laughter have disappeared
Have faded into tears of pain,
And with the river of crimson fears
She cries the red tears that turn into bloody rain.
Another knife, a razor blade,
To the skin, letting herself bask in its lake,
Letting the blood wash away her facade,
The mask of happiness she knows is fake.
The girl I look down on, as if from above,
Lies in a hospital bed of the tormenting white,
I realize how much I was loved,
I want another chance at life!
"It's too late."The angel whispers in my ear,
As I look down on my mother sobbing,
I feel the impact of what I did with each tear,
My heart feels like it's aching and throbbing.
I want to say, "I'm sorry, I tried,
But you never listened to me before!"
I cut my neck, I committed my final act, suicide,
Because you never seemed to care anymore.
Now I'm looking at the doorway of heaven,
And I see His face is filled with love,
I feel my cheeks, in shame, begin to redden,
As I look down on the world from above.
To all my friends in their dreams, I apologize,
Let them know that I'm happy at last,
Whisper to them that I'm alright,
And that, for the first time, the pain has passed.
Now I smile, My Final "Goodbye",
I know that my life can no longer last,
I tell them in the dream "Do not cry."
As the Red Velvet curtain closes...on My Final Act.[/glow]
[glow=red,2,500]Lies
Rising in Darkness,
Falling in the Pain,
Living the world's harshness,
Blood mingles with the rain.
I find myself thinking ,
'What if he came?'
But the thought is but fleeting,
All the same.
I can never hope to find,
Somone so deep in truth,
That they'll wash away the lies
I show to you.[/glow]
[glow=violet,3,000]I beg of you, dream for me,
Because I'm all alone,
And my broken soul is shattered and it bleeds.
I live a lie behind this tomb,
A falsified smile to throw you off guard,
And within the veil caused by the wounds,
I beg of you to find the shard.
Is it somewhere? This life I need to find?
I can't take it any more,
Soon I leave this world behind,
And go to find the distant shores.[/glow]
Eyes follow their movements
Day in and day out, it's all she can see,
She staggers in that white room, no improvements,
The white walls draining what she used to be,
The remnants of her sanity.
She lies alone, whispering words they don't hear,
Whispering her pain and her sorrow,
The looks that tell her she's crazy, instill fear,
While she feels she has no hope to see tomorrow.
The peals of innocent laughter have disappeared
Have faded into tears of pain,
And with the river of crimson fears
She cries the red tears that turn into bloody rain.
Another knife, a razor blade,
To the skin, letting herself bask in its lake,
Letting the blood wash away her facade,
The mask of happiness she knows is fake.
The girl I look down on, as if from above,
Lies in a hospital bed of the tormenting white,
I realize how much I was loved,
I want another chance at life!
"It's too late."The angel whispers in my ear,
As I look down on my mother sobbing,
I feel the impact of what I did with each tear,
My heart feels like it's aching and throbbing.
I want to say, "I'm sorry, I tried,
But you never listened to me before!"
I cut my neck, I committed my final act, suicide,
Because you never seemed to care anymore.
Now I'm looking at the doorway of heaven,
And I see His face is filled with love,
I feel my cheeks, in shame, begin to redden,
As I look down on the world from above.
To all my friends in their dreams, I apologize,
Let them know that I'm happy at last,
Whisper to them that I'm alright,
And that, for the first time, the pain has passed.
Now I smile, My Final "Goodbye",
I know that my life can no longer last,
I tell them in the dream "Do not cry."
As the Red Velvet curtain closes...on My Final Act.[/glow]
[glow=red,2,500]Lies
Rising in Darkness,
Falling in the Pain,
Living the world's harshness,
Blood mingles with the rain.
I find myself thinking ,
'What if he came?'
But the thought is but fleeting,
All the same.
I can never hope to find,
Somone so deep in truth,
That they'll wash away the lies
I show to you.[/glow]
[glow=violet,3,000]I beg of you, dream for me,
Because I'm all alone,
And my broken soul is shattered and it bleeds.
I live a lie behind this tomb,
A falsified smile to throw you off guard,
And within the veil caused by the wounds,
I beg of you to find the shard.
Is it somewhere? This life I need to find?
I can't take it any more,
Soon I leave this world behind,
And go to find the distant shores.[/glow]
